Allan Partington

My grief is like a river,
I have to let it flow,
but I myself determine
the banks that it will go.
Some days the current takes me
in waves of guilt and pain,
but there are always quiet pools
where I can rest again.
I crash on rocks of anger;
my faith seems faint indeed,
but there are some blessed swimmers
who know exactly what I need
some loving hands to hold me
when the waters are too swift,
and someone kind to listen
when I just seem to go adrift.
Grief's river is a process
of relinquishing the past.
By swimming in Hope's channels,
I'll reach the shore at last.





Many moments... many tears...
Many thoughts won't disappear

Many memories bittersweet
Many years left incomplete

Many days spent in denial
Many wishes for your smile

Many hopes and dreams are gone
Many days are spent withdrawn

Many years have passed me by
Many times I still ask why

Many people think I'm fine
Many times I've begged for signs

Many sleepless nights are spent
Many hours with torment

Many moments... many tears
Many more in future years

Yvonne Richards Mum October 4, 2008

WITH LOVE JULIE FROM TINA ALWAYS

IF FRIENDS WERE FLOWERS I WOULD NOT PICK YOU
ID LET YOU GROW IN THE GARDEN , AND CULTIVATE YOU
WITH LOVE AND CARE,SO I CAN KEEP YOU AS A FRIEND FOREVER .............. ALL MY LOVE HUGS KISSES FROM TINA YOUR TRULY AN ANGEL ON EARTH ... THANKYOU FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT DURING OUR TERRYS ANGELVERSARY... YOU HAVE MADE IT EASIER FOR ME TO BEAR KNOWING I HAVE YOUR LOVE AND SUPPORT GOD BLESS YOU ....ALWAYS

Tina Terry Charnocks Sister October 1, 2008

To my sister, from heaven.

I just wanted you to know.

That I'll be with you wherever you go.

I've gotten my wings and learned how to fly.

And I'll dry your tears whenever you cry.

Though I've went away and it seems we're apart.

You will forever be my soul and my heart.

The love that we shared will not go astray.

For deep in my heart it will always stay.

You held me close when I was filled with pain.

And your smile gave me sunshine when my life filled with rain.

You guided me when no one else could.

You protected me when no one else would.

We've shared so much that mere words can't express how knowing you has made me feel truly blessed.

So please dear sister, fret not for me, for now my soul is truly free.

So think of me often, as much as you can.

And I'll always be there to hold your hand.

I'll be your angel and guide you through life.

I'll give you comfort through torment and strife.

So thanks dear sister again and again, thank you always for being my sister and my friend.

Yvonne Richards Mum October 1, 2008

hey matey hope you ok, this new version's a bit weird, prefer the old one. Still missin ya too much, wish I could see all the things you can see, things would be a lot easier if you were here properly, (maybe that's just me bein selfish!!)I know everyone else feels the same though. The house is coming on great so far, loads of positive comments, think I'm gonna get somebody in to do the pointing though, I can feel you laughin at me when I try to do it myself, and that ladder can't be wobblin by itself all the time!! Bit of divine inspiration wouldn't go a miss pal!! Everyone's ok in-da-club, nothing to report, keep walkin with me bro it really helps. See you when I see you buddy. Loadsa luv n peace, Jonny.x

Jonathan Griffiths October 1, 2008

Take my hand & we will walk together

Come, take my hand, the road is long.
We must travel by stepping stones.
No, you're not alone. I've been there.
Don't fear the darkness. I'll be with you.
We must take one step at a time.
But remember, we may have to stop awhile.
It's a long way to the other side
And there are many obstacles.

We have many stones to cross.
Some are bigger than others.
Shock, denial, and anger to start.
Then comes guilt, despair, and loneliness.
It's a hard road to travel, but it must be done.
It's the only way to reach the other side.

Come, slip your hand in mind.
What? Oh, yes, it's strong.
I've held so many hands like yours.
Yes, mine was once small and weak like yours.

Once, you see, I had to take someone's hand
In order to take the first step.
Ooop! You've stumbled. Go ahead an cry.
Don't be ashamed. I understand.

Let's wait here awhile so that you can get your breath.
When you're stronger, we'll go on, one step at a time.
There's no need to hurry.

Say, it's nice to hear you laugh.
Yes, I agree, the memories you shared are good.
Look, we're halfway there now.

I can see the other side.
It looks so warm and sunny.
On, have you noticed? We're nearing the last stone
And you're standing alone.
And look, your hand, you've let go of mine.
We've reached the other side.

But wait, look back, someone is standing there.
They are alone and want to cross the stepping stones.
I'd better go. They need my help.
What? Are you sure?
Why, yes, go ahead. I'll wait.

You know the way.
You've been there.
Yes, I agree. It's your turn, my friend . . .
To help someone else cross the stepping stones.

Yvonne Richards Mum September 26, 2008

JOSH GROBAN LYRICS

"To Where You Are"

Who can say for certain
Maybe you're still here
I feel you all around me
Your memory's so clear

Deep in the stillness
I can hear you speak
You're still an inspiration
Can it be (?)
That you are mine
Forever love
And you are watching over me from up above

Fly me up to where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile to know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Are you gently sleeping
Here inside my dream
And isn't faith believing
All power can't be seen

As my heart holds you
Just one beat away
I cherish all you gave me everyday
'Cause you are my
Forever love
Watching me from up above

And I believe
That angels breathe
And that love will live on and never leave

Fly me up
To where you are
Beyond the distant star
I wish upon tonight
To see you smile
If only for awhile
To know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

I know you're there
A breath away's not far
To where you are

Yvonne Richards Mum September 25, 2008

WITH LOVE FROM TINA ALWAYS

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You are my friend...And i hope u kno thats true...no matter what happens... i will stand by u... i will be there for u... when ever u need me... to lend a hand.... to do a good deed...so call on me....whenever u need me... i will always be there...Even to the bitter end...Send this promise to all your friends to show your friendship and watch who sends it back to u.
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I MET YOU AS A STRANGER
I TOOK U AS A FRIEND.
I HOPE WE MEET IN HEAVEN WHERE FRIENDSHIP NEVER ENDS.

A SMILE FOR YOU
Smiling is infectiuos , you catch it like the flu
When some one smiled at me today i started Smiling too ,
I passed around the corner and someone saw my Grin
When he smiled i realized id passed it on to him
I thought about that smile then i realised its Worth
A single smile just like mine could travel around The earth
So if you feel a smile begin dont leave it Undetected
Lets start an epidemic quick and get the world Infected
EVERY ONE NEEDS A SMILE

My forever friend just want to say thankyou so Much for all your support even when i wasnt Lighting candles you came through for me and kept My brothers site lit with love from your candles Your truly an angel on earth and ill never forget Your kindess NEVER.. Love Hugs Kisses from Tina

Tina Terry Charnocks Sister September 21, 2008

♥ ♥ღ♥ A FACE IN THE CLOUDS♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥ ♥ღ♥

I looked towards the clouds today
and for a moment saw your face
And wondered just were you have gone
with a hope it's a better place

Did you show yourself to me today
to tell me you're alright ?
Or was it just a daydream
playing tricks upon my sight

Then I thought of when you left
you did not say a word
Yet the look you gave us said it all
in our hearts, your good-bye was heard

You have changed our lives forever
Your time here not in vain
and hope you know we tried it all
to keep you safe from pain

We will always feel the void inside
because you are not here
But each knew thought you send our way
let's us know you're always near

So until our journey nears it's end
And we hear the angels sing
We'll face each new day as it comes
and live off the love you bring

Yvonne Richards Mum September 20, 2008

~ ALLAN ~

A kiss I send to Heaven ♥...x
A kiss to you above ♥...x
A kiss that is very special ♥...x
To you with all my love.♥
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♥ ((( HUGS ))) ....X

Lynsey Norman (Friend) September 20, 2008

ONCE IN A WHILE
by Billy Dean


Once in a while
someone comes along
that one in a million heart
so pure and so strong
they can face up to the tears
and somehow still find a
smile, that we only get
every once in a while


Once in a while
someone has the eyes
that one in a million look
that never tells lies
they can get you on your feet
to walk that extra mile
that we only see
every once in a while


That's why we call them heroes
that's why we know their names
and once you heard their stories
your never quite the same

That's why we call them heroes
the best thing they ever do
is point to the best in us all
and say if I can, you can too


Once in a while
I still hear his voice
that one in a million sound
like two laughing boys
he would hate it if we cried
that never was his style


Oh we still miss him
every once in a while


Oh they can face up to the tears
and some how find a smile
that we only get
every once in a while


Oh how I miss him
every once in a while

Yvonne Richards Mum September 17, 2008